Re Greet (Regret) Manusia percaya bahwa masa lalu adalah suatu masa yang memberikan kita pembelajaran atas kehidupan kita yang begitu berharga. Masa lalu menyimpan banyak cerita, kisah dan makna. Masa lalu memungkinkan kita, manusia yang sedang menjalani kehidupan, untuk memilah-milah langkah yang akan kita lakukan sehingga tidak mengulang hal-hal yang terjadi di masa lalu yang memiliki makna tidak menyenangkan.
Teori diatas bukan kutipan dari buku atau orang-orang tertentu. Itu cuma pemikiran gw aja, setidaknya itulah yang gw pikirkan ketika gw nulis ini.
Dejavu. kita sering mendengar kata-kata ini. apa sih arti dejavu?
Menurut wikipedia.org, De Javu adalah sebuah frasa Perancis dan artinya secara harafiah adalah "pernah lihat / pernah merasa".dan dipercaya bahwa 70% penduduk di dunia pernah mengalami fenomena ini.
Menurut gw hal hal yang menyenangkan adalah hal hal yang gak kita duga. Jadi De Javu adalah hal yang gak menyenangkan, karena pernah kita alami. Namun untuk kasus tertentu, seperti ketika itu berkaitan dgn antara perasaan kita dengan orang yang pernah kita sayangi di masa lalu, de javu bisa menjadi menyenangkan.
Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like
So there's nothing left of me?
[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
[Bridge:]
As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
To watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
[Bridge:]
Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Yeah oh
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
[Chorus:]
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Oh Oh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
Jadi mulai tanggal 6 januari 2012 gw udah balik lagi ke Semarang. Ultimatum dari keluarga adalah tidak ada lagi yg namanya balik ke jakarta tanpa membawa ijasah S1. -_-"
Ini juga permulaan dari LDR gw sama nadya. Jadi Motivasi dong!? hehehe
Target : MEI udah KELAAARRRRR
Gw mau berbagi sedikit cerita. Ini tentang gw dan si pacar. Jadi ada sebuah rahasia yang dia mungkin belum tahu. Dulu, tahun 2007, gw pernah dengan sengaja bertemu dengan dia. Padahal gw yang di tahun 2007 itu gak ada sejarahnya bisa ketemuan sama dia. Seharusnya gw baru putus sama mantan SMA gw dan dia juga baru putus sama mantannya dan kita gak ada kontak sama sekali. Tapi karena di masa depan gw tau dia memiliki sejarah hubungan yg buruk, makanya gw memutuskan untuk balik ke masa lalu dan mencoba mendekatkan diri gw ke dia.
Singkat kata pada tahun 2007 itu kita menjalin cerita singkat yang sebenarnya maksud gw adalah untuk memperkenalkan diri gw aja ke dia, tp entah mengapa jalan ceritanya gak seperti yg gw bayangkan. Dia terlalu terbuka sm gw dan kita menjadi semakin dekat. Untung aja gw inget rencana awal gw dan akhirnya gw pergi ninggalin dia dari masa itu.
Lalu pada tahun 2011 dengan sengaja gw buka facebook gw dan mem-Poke akun facebooknya dia, karena gw tau pada saat itu gw udah putus sama mantan gw di masa Kuliah dan dia juga lagi jomblo. Dengan begini rencana yang gw tetapkan tahun 2007 dulu skrg ditentukan oleh diri gw yang ada di tahun 2011.....
She said "I've gotta be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishing round here."
And I said "you must be mistaken,
I'm not fooling... this feeling is real"
She said "you gotta be crazy,
What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?
"You've got wits, you've got looks,
You've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong."
All wrong.
All wrong.
But you got me...
I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
And I said "I've gotta be honest
I've been waiting for you all my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane,
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
You've got wits... you've got looks,
You've got passion but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?
Tonight.
Tonight.
But you've got me...
I'll be true, I'll be useful...
I'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you...
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting?
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby
I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
When everyone talking about 11.11.11, i dont really care about that date. because i think 20.11.2011 is the best.
You can call it the day when you tell the one you like if they want to go with you. but in my case, its a date that seal a years of something that we cant explain.
Its a story started from year 2007, when you know it was the "one" but you to scared to move...and now the story continue with skip 4 years from that year. a lot of things had been happen, but a lot of things would come in the future...i knew it, coz im a time traveler :)
Oh,it is love from the first time I set my eyes upon yours thinking "Oh, is it love?"
Oh, dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say please do not go
But you know, oh, you know that I must
Oh say I love you so
But you know, oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand to yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
Oh, dear,
It's been hardly three days
And I'm longing to feel your embrace.
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face.
Oh say,
wouldn't you like to be older and married with me?
Oh say,
wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
I hope...
Your heart may long for love that is more near
So when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
Oh, it is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips onto yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
Okay ini terkesan agak norak. tapi bari kali ini gw ngejalanin LDR yang mendayagunakan segala alat komunikasi yang ada. karena dulu-dulu klo gw LDR itu hanya menggantungkan diri pada HP yang notabene memakan biaya yang cukup besar. tapi sekarang klo mau ngejalanin LDR itu gak gitu mahal2 amat kok, asal lo udah punya koneksi internet di tempat lo tinggal.
SKYPE. mungkin bagi para pelaku LDR di dunia sana sudah gak asing lagi sama skype ya, fungsi utamanya sih yang bisa kita manfaatin itu telefon gratis from skype to skype, dan disitu ada fitur chatnya juga. tapi kita membutuhkan peralatan yang menunjang kegiatan dalam ber-skype ria.
Kita butuh Headphone yang ada microphonenya. or at least klo punya microphone aja gpp, karena suara dari lawan bicara kita di skype bisa kita dengarkan via speaker :)
